Hey Ragers and Ragettes!! Long time no speak!!! Seriously...the last few months have been a whirlwind!!! So much has happened!!! So I will start it with the catalyst of the changes.
It all started on May 26th. It was a Saturday like any other. I went back to St Helens the day before like any other Friday. On the Saturday morning I had to speed back to Cheshire for my hair appointment. I was getting my extensions refitted and my hair color done.
I got to the salon looking my best (coral maxi dress with brown sandals), my gorgeous hair dresser, Sonia started on my hair. She put the dye on my roots and as I sat there with my natural short hair being dyed, her mum, step dad and another gentleman walked in. This stranger's icy blue eyes met mine. He was tall, well built, salt and pepper hair. I instantly felt hot. He said that he lived in Switzerland, so trying to impress him I spoke to him in Italian (one of Switzerland's national languages is Italian). He looked at me with those piecing ice blue eyes and said, I don't speak Italian. D'oh!!!! I felt my face turn beet red...
Anyway, Sonia's mum, stepdad and Mr Icy Blue Eyes left. My heart was pounding. It was like being hit by lightening.
When Sonia was putting my extensions back in, her mum came back in and said, Betty, join us for a drink. We are in the bar across the way. Ok I instantly said without thinking.
Sonia finished my hair, curled it and I walked across the street to the bar, my heart pounding. I walked in and spotted them at the bar. There was Mr Icy Blue eyes. His gaze followed me as I sat down next to him. I casually flipped my hair (which looked pretty fit!) and Sonia's mum asked what are you drinking. I told her a sparkling water because I was driving.
I sat with them and chatted with Mr Icy Blue Eyes. We laughed and the time seemed to fly by. I looked at my watch and realised that I had to go. It was the Champions League final and my team were playing! Sonia's mum gave me her number and said if you want to watch the match at ours, you're welcome to. I was meeting some friends at a pub and I secretly wanted them to let me down.
I got up to leave and Mr Icy Blue Eyes, took my hand and kissed the top of it. He said, en chante. My heart fluttered.
I got back to the house, put a striped jumpsuit on did my make up, put my favorite perfume on and got a cab to the pub.
During the match, I couldn't stop thinking about Mr Icy Blue Eyes and my sex ban. I didn't care that we went 2 goals down. By the 75th minute, I went outside and called a cab. I had to see him.
The cab pulled up as the final whistle blew. I made my way to Sonia's mum's apartment. When the cab pulled up, there he was...Mr Icy Blue Eyes. He was smoking a cigarette. My heartbeat went mental! I walked over and he offered me a cigarette, which I took. We chatted and headed up to the apartment.
Sonia's mum and stepdad greeted me with a gin and tonic We sat and started chatting about the match. Mr Icy Blue Eyes and I sat on the settee and Sonia's mum and stepdad were snuggled up on a big chair. They are such a great couple. So in love and very affectionate to each other.
We didn't notice Sonia's mum and stepdad going to bed. We kept talking and talking. I looked at my watch and it was almost 2am! I knew that something had to happen. I took a deep breath and I leaned in and for the first time in my life, I Betty Rage took control and kissed a man first!! And he kissed me back.
This kiss was like no other. It was pure electricity. He was a great kisser. Not too much tongue, no groping...it was a kiss like you'd read about in a fairytale. Beautiful, pure...Wow.....When the kiss ended, I looked at him then I looked down. He put his hand on my face and proceeded to kiss me again. He pulled me on his lap so I was facing him and straddling him. We kissed more passionately. I broke the kiss off and said, I don't have a fucking clue what I am doing. He said neither do I. We continued to kiss. I felt him get a hard on and I felt excited...and then I remember the sex ban. I got off his lap.
I took his hand and told him about my sex ban and why I was doing this. He told me that he wanted me but he respected my wishes. We continued to chat, go out for a smoke, kiss and then Sonia's mum came into the front room.
I said, were we too loud? She replied , no. It's 8am.
8am???????? Mr Icy Blue Eyes and I had stayed up all night and chatted. It was like I had known him forever!!!
Sonia's mum said that they were going out for dinner that night (it was a bank holiday on the Monday) and she invited me out. She told me to meet them at the restaurant in the village for 6pm.
I called a cab and Mr Icy Blue Eyes walked me down to the street where my cab was waiting. He wrapped his big arms around me and kissed me. See you tonight, mon cheri he said. My whole body shivered with pleasure.
I got back, took a nap and got my food shopping done. I then took a shower and got ready to see him again.
I arrived at 6pm by train at the restaurant. I chose a black and white striped jumpsuit that had a low back (I have been working out so my shoulders and back are starting to look amazing), black wedges and a black clutch bag.
We ended up having a lovely dinner and hit a few bars. The whole time, Mr Icy Blue Eyes held my hand and we would have the odd kiss. He'd whisper in my ear how I looked beautiful.
That night I went back to Sonia's mum's apartment. He asked if I could stay the night. She smiled and agreed. We had a few drinks and Sonia's mum and stepdad went to bed.
Mr Icy Blue Eyes looked at me and said, I'll sleep on the couch. He got me one of his shirts to wear. I told him to come to bed with me. I told him, no funny stuff I just want to hold you all night. So we kissed. He kept his promise and I fell asleep in his strong arms.
I woke up realising it was Monday morning. I'd probably never see him again. I got dressed and called a cab, trying not to tear up. Again he escorted me to the cab. Again, he kissed me deeply. Again, I melted.
In the cab, tears started pouring down my face. I didn't even have his number. I didn't know if I dreamed this weekend. I got a glimpse of a life that I could have. out with friends in a beautiful village on a lovely spring evening. Holding hands, stolen kisses, respect. Sheer respect. I got in and I cried my heart out. I started doing my laundry and I received a text from Sonia's mum.
They were going out for dinner and Mr Icy Blue Eyes wanted to see me. I felt so happy when I read the text. I responded in record time!!! I washed my face and dried my tears.
We were meeting at 4. I chose a colorful maxi dress with black wedges. I put simple make up on and my hair pulled up in a bun.
I drove as I didn't want to drink as I had work the next day. I walked to the restaurant and there he was outside waiting for me. I ran as fast as I could in my wedges into his arms. He kissed my neck. Shivers up and down my spine again....
We had dinner and throughout the meal his hand was on my thigh. I felt happy but also a tinge of sadness. Was this some flash in the pan romance? The next day he would be off to Southampton to visit his family (he's originally from the UK but moved to Switzerland when he was 21) then back to Switzerland. I looked over at him as he was chatting to Sonia's mum's stepdad (they have been best friends for years). He was laughing and smiling. I knew that I needed to see him again.
He sensed me looking at him and took my phone. He put his number in it and asked me to do the same. I happily entered my details.
When I said goodbye that night, I tried to stay strong and not cry. He walked me to my car. He touched my face and we kissed. It was a long, beautiful deep kiss. My body flat against his, his hands on my back. When the kiss ended I asked, will I see you again? He said yes, mon cheri. You will definitely see me again.
I drove off. The tears poured down my face. I sobbed all the way home...
The next few days Mr Icy Blue Eyes and I exchanged texts. Sweet, funny texts.
Then 2 weeks later, he messaged me and asked what I was doing at the end of July. I said nothing. He told me to book the 26th to the 30th off. I asked him why. He told me because he booked me flights to come over and see him.
He paid for my flights!! I couldn't believe it! I got the times and I booked a half day on the 26th and I fly back on the 30th. No man has ever done that sort of thing for me before!!!
We've been messaging every day. Waking each other up and saying good night to each other. I don't know what this is, but it is lovely. A summer romance? I don't know.
In 9 days time I will get on an airplane and fly out to see him. He'll be there waiting for me on the other side. And I am pretty excited. Will the sex ban stay? I don't know. I really don't.
So Mr Icy Blue Eyes is now Mr Wonderful. And that weekend, Ragers and Ragettes has set a course of events that has changed my life forever.....
Until next time Ragers and Ragettes, keep your head and standards high and your heels even higher
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